Okay sorry for not posting yesterdays events until today. there was so much going on in my life that I honestly did not have time. Nothing exciting happened except my bathroom fiasco but that is toward the end of this posting.
It's "Getting Late" for me to still need to pack
Floetry
I am still packing. If I could get off of my social networks I would already be packed. oh well, i am a glutton for punishment. Basically my room still looks like it did on my first blog post. so refer to those pics if you want to see an update of my room.
"All That I Know" is that I am starting to have feelings
Zach Berkman
I know feelings are not a bad thing but it is in my case. At my house we are not taught but it is established early that if you show emotion you will be eaten alive. Basically, we treat each other like shit and we are brutally honest with each other. I guess that is why a lot of people think that I am mean. I mean at my house we are naturally mean to each other so I never really learned to treat others any differently. Maybe at college I will change but I dont know. The reason I said that I am starting to have feelings is because I just realized that I cannot hold a relationship. The longest relationship I have ever had was 3 months and my motives for breaking up with him are questionable. Even i do not know the reason. All I know is that i am an ass and broke up with him by text. I am scared that I am going to die alone. If I am not married by 30 I will join a nun's convent and give myself completely to God.
"I Can't Take My Eyes Off You" on the Skype screen
Lady Antebellum
Today, well yesterday, I did a conference call on Skype. If you have ever skyped me before then you know that I cannot get that thing to work at all. Most times it is my webcam. Somehow I changed the settings from automatically come on to manually turn on the webcam. Oh well when you skype me i will figure it out. I would post some silly faces from skype but I don't want to embarrass my friend Sable.
I got caught with my "T-Shirt and Panties" on in the bathroom
Adina Howard
yesterday, I finally got my hair done after going almost the whole summer without seeing my beautician. Well I had to go to the bathroom while at his shop and it was around 8 pm. The cleaning crew was there and I thought they saw me go to the bathroom, apparently not. So i really had to pee and I rushed into the bathroom. Well i thought I locked my stall but I didnt. one of the custodians came in to clean the bathrooms. I think you know how this story ends. I kneed him in the crotch while screaming and running hysterically down the hallway. Okay what really happened is he walked in on my and I did not know what to do so I sat there frozen. Then he started apologizing to me and speaking spanish and left the bathroom. I did not want to make a scene so I fixed myself up and went to tell him it was okay. His face was red. My face was red. he was embarrassed. I was embarrassed. i told him it was ok then i walked away to save us both some embarrassment. needless to say I will no longer use the bathroom at the beauty shop.
I will not let every college guy "Push Me To The Floor"
Parlotones
Then my grandma calls and says behave while you are in college. Do not get up there and think you are grown. as well as other things that made is both uncomfortable. It pissed me off because I am like "I will not fuck everything with legs." I mean damn! I am still a virgin and I have had plenty of opportunities to have sex and you think i will go to college and decide to fuck everyone. Thanks! its nice to know you think so highly of me.
Life is Messy
Cee.iN.Jay
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