College Work

"Catch Me" before I hallucinate

Demi Lovato

Today I woke up hallucinating. For some reason I thought that Cat's mom had came to our dorm and her and Cat were having a conversation while I was sleeping and that I fell out of my bed. Well when I asked Catalina about it later on she was like my mom never came and you did not fall out of your bed this morning. It was pretty embarrassing when I flipped a shit because I thought Cat's macbook was missing. I tore the room up looking for her mac and I was about to tell her it was stolen when I saw it on the shelf. I was like how did I miss something that obvious.

I "Worry About [Us]"

2am Club

Me and Cat sat down to do our homework but could not concentrate. I was jittery and constantly moving. If you have ever seen me intoxicated or having a sugar rush that is what it was like. She was laughing at me because i was distracted by the littlest things. I was laughing at her because she would randomly start waving her arms around and clapping. It was pretty funny because we both don't know what the hell is going on. She thinks they are sneaking drugs into our food, I agree. Just Kidding!  We do not understand why we are here, we are considering dropping out. Valpo is hard. I know that it is not as well known as other schools but I have so much work and they expect so much from us that it makes it hard. You know its hard if I say that it is hard. On top of that we are being really antisocial. Like we don't really talk to anyone else unless we already know them. She said that we are going to have a "Don't Hate Your Life" weekend. She knows me so well. I love her! She just makes me laugh.

Life is Messy, 

Cee.iN.Jay